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Reuven Spero's avatar

Faith is not necessarily irrational, but nor is it rational. Would one say that the Medieval Jew faced with a choice of accepting Christianity or being burnt at the stake would by reason choose to die? Yet so many did make that choice, I think, because the entire meaning of their existence was wrapped up in the idea that they were partners in a brit, a covenant with Hashem. And for what glorious purpose? Only the work of perfecting the world. And for this they chose Kiddush Hashem, sanctifying Hashem’s name through preserving the meaning of their lives. What to us might seem the act of a religious fanatic was instead a person choosing to live and die in a way that reflected a deep deep faith, not necessarily in the afterlife, but in the integrity of this life.

On a personal level, I think that faith even on a daily basis is neither wholly rational nor not. Rather, it seems to be, if anything, an intuition. Sometimes the world we experience does not seem to justify faith - I am thinking of our hostages being held for two years in the terror tunnels of Gaza. Yet, incredibly, some of the hostages found faith there, an intuition that their captivity was a challenge to find transcendent meaning even there. Even in less extreme circumstances, in our days of immersion in this physical materialistic world, of needs and lacks and distractions, those of faith reach beyond the rational and irrational to sense beyond senses, to intuit the holy that invests our time and space.

A beautiful essay David, and so fitting for these ten days of repentance.

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James M.'s avatar

I didn't really begin to understand or internalize faith until I found myself in the deep hole of drug addiction... and realized that my own intellectual resources were insufficient to get me out. I could either trust in a power that I didn't really have a lot of direct evidence for, or I could continue to languish unto death. When I admitted the possibility of God I (quickly) became happier and calmer and steadier. Is that evidence? Probably not, but it's good enough for me!

If you're in a dark place or a situation that feels impossible, give prayer a try. I'm not claiming that anyone is listening or that a miracle will be forthcoming, but your outlook will improve. Your fear will lessen. You will be imbued with a sense of aid and comfort - even if you don't believe in God. That has been my experience, and the experience of hundreds of people similar to me. I know it's a strange claim but I make it all the same.

https://jmpolemic.substack.com/p/two-weeks-in

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